Psych.

So what's worse then gaining? It's never having lost in the first place. My WW leader apologized profusely to me. Apparently, the scale was wonky last week and gave everyone a bad reading. Including me, with the phenomenal -- and apparently fake -- loss. So, guess what? I never actually reached my 10% goal. I never actually lost more than 20 lbs. Nope. I'm at 187.4 lbs -- not 183.00. Looking at it, I've lost .8 lbs in the last 2 weeks. Not over 5 lbs. So, grrr. Double grr.

I suppose I should still be pleased. I'm still loosing, despite my faultering journaling and motivation. But .... well, grr. Double grr.

I suppose this should spur me on to do really well this week so I'll have a substantial loss this week. Then maybe I can really reach my 10% goal. Hmmph. Grr. grr. grr.

I've edited the previous post to remove the summary update.